Friday, December 30, 2011

2011 - Ugly Truth

And the year comes to an end, well..I had decided to write about the year and how the year was rocking and the usual stuff. Nothing different. With an awesome song called Aahatein by Agnee playing in the background. I am virtually blank. There are lots of things that I feel like writing...but I shouldn't sound offensive or hurt anybody... but as the title suggests, 2011 was the year of “Ugly Truth”

I learned two lessons in life and eventually everyone faces it:
1. Life is unfair & a bitch.
2. It is filled with hypocrites(including you & me)

But when I look back now...those were certainly not the best days of my life, but somewhere I feel, having a rough patch is necessary. It makes you a mature & an understanding person. It makes you realize who your true friends are and that rough patch is like an eye-opener.

Now, Change is a very relative and sensitive topic for me these days, and I guess I have written enough already about love, relationships, change and loads of things which I don’t want to write again.

There were times when I felt and still feel that I made someone a PRORITY in my life when I was just an option in their life. No one ever told me what to do with such people. I guess, time is the best solution for all these problems. I am sure...everyone has a “priority” like this in their life. Surprisingly, once you get over that phase i.e the feeling of jealousy, envy, getting rejected, ignored by people, it makes you laugh and is somewhat like a blessing in disguise.

2011 was a year , like I said was a year of “Ugly Truth”. I realized that not all dreams can’t be fulfilled. I couldn’t fulfill my dream of studying in a college I dreamt….and many such dreams still remain a dream for me.

I made loads of friends in this year and just to balance that, I lost some friends too…some just left…some want to leave and the list goes gone. Have already written about that :- and I had a friend.

But for the people who always make me smile, who always listen to anything and every piece of nonsense I talk, I love you guys. You have been immensely helpful to me. For the people that I hurt, I am sorry, saying sorry doesn’t make a dead man alive nor does it heal wounds. But I hope you’ll forgive me whole-heartedly.

For the people who hate me, back-bitch about me and for the people who made me suffer and preferred someone else over me & the people who don’t value me, a BIG thank you. You guys are always a blessing in disguise for me.

The unforgettable moment in this year would be the 5 mins before my play, when I was crying and that was the day when I realized why they call it “Tears of Joy”. Well, overall 2011 has been a roller-coaster ride with its ups and downs.

माझी एकांकिका बघयला आलेल्या सर्व लोकांना धन्यवाद. "प्रभाव" फक्त तुमच्या मुळे शक्य होता....दुसरा प्रयोग लवकरच.... :)

Happy new year to everyone & I believe 2012 will be much more exciting than 2011 for you. Have fun and enjoy every moment possible.

P.S - For more info regarding my play, do visit - Prabhav.